NOW I'm scared.

Newspapers are dying. They don't seem to be essential to commerce, so they are being allowed to die. And I think, I believe, they are essential to our freedom.

Sound bites don't give the big picture. National news isn't invested in regions, states, or communities and is more easy to control than individual press. Newspapers cover both sides of local issues, in more detail than any other medium. A newspaper uncovered Watergate. Because of their scope, newspapers have uncovered more corruption than any other medium. They cover the special interest groups, but they also give coverage to the other sides.

No, they aren't perfect. Most of the population doesn't trust journalists, or see much use for them. In a failing economy, commerce spends very few advertising dollars on a medium with a shrinking number of subscribers.

We've had newspapers in America longer than we have had the United States. If they die,I really can't identify any viable new source for information in the wings. We have so much information on the Web, so little of it vetted and true.

In my lifetime, I never expected the extinction of print journalism in this country.

It is not dead yet, and perhaps it will survive. The economy will improve, and the economics of newspapers may change to thrive in this changing world.

Some complicated changes are coming up. I want my information from a source that gives one side-blah, blah, blah, and then says "on the other hand", blah, blah, blah, and gives the second or third view.

I learned many years ago that we can never get to the certain truth of anything, but only an approximation.But don't censor my access to the information I need to decide what the truth is. I don't want the liberal facts or the conservative facts. Give me all of 'em, and let me sort it out without filtering through political party propaganda.

That's why I believe we need newspapers to keep our speech, our actions, our movements, and our personal decisions as free as possible.

Newspapers are one of our guardians of all that freedom. Without them, where is our public forum? Television can take only a few stories a day--and a minute is a long time to give to them. Where is our recourse? To whom do we speak?

Yes, my view is slanted because I was a print journalist many years ago. I wrote about a lot of people, met some movers and shakers and interviewed them.But overall, overall, when I remember those years and think of the stories I wrote, it is the average folk I remember most vividly, the "little guys" who were also important and had gifts to give society.

If the newspapers are gone, who will speak for them? Where will their voices be heard? To whom do we bring our causes? the faces that inspire us to contribute, to pull together, to build? Too many will not be seen, not be heard, become virtually invisible, powerless, in our communities.

And that will not be good for democracy.

Today we are all part of history

Today is an historic day. And we are all a part of it.

As always on the day for national elections, I woke with that sort of Christmas morning feeling. What will the day bring? How many of us will vote? Today is We, the People. One nation. Indivisible. Speaking our voices freely. It is no little thing.

I was 21 the first time I voted in Dallas, Texas. I was able to vote there because Texas passed a law the spring before that college students from out of state could vote in Texas if they had residence of more than six months. This is my 11th time to vote in a presidential election, always somewhere in Texas. The first time, I was in line and talked with a white-haired woman in her 80s who was as excited as I was. I don't remember how many times she told me she had voted but I was impressed--and it didn't even occur to me at the time that she was of an age to remember when women could not vote. Her vote was precious to her. As mine is to me.

She personally remembered the struggles, and yes, the violence involved in the fight for women's right to vote. I do not. But in my lifetime I have witnessed the violence, and even the deaths in the fight to give black Americans the reality of the freedom to vote, not just the written law.

I am not convinced that the nation will change direction so much, no matter who is elected. I do believe that no matter who we elect, for President, senators, representatives, state officials, county officials et al, that we will survive as a nation. Last week an old man told me if Obama is elected, "this country is going right down the drain." A young man of 23 told me yesterday that he believed "this is the most important election in 100 years."

My own feelings are not so passionate except--today my voice is heard. It counts. and that is intensely satisfying.